This entry is not supposed to be here since I've had another entry already in schedule. But, due to some reasons, I need to jot about it.
I'm feeling down, really down. No one can understand the feelings because no one knows what I've been through. Only He knows about it. So much to think, so many possibilities and a lots of negative thoughts.
I wish, everything would vanish soon - the feelings and the thoughts. I've read in a few of my friends blogs about quit blogging. Even, I've got a friend who has already gone from this cyber world. The person just disappear without leaving a note. I missed the person indeed. I'm sure there must be reasons for the person to do that.
As for me, I've no intention to quit blogging since I've made this blog as a place to jot anything I like - without hoping so much for people to read them. Of course, I am happy having friends reading and gave comments in my blog, though I'm not so sure what kind of friends do I have around me. Are they the kind of 'a friend in need is a friend indeed' or the other way around. Oh God! Please throw away those thoughts from me...
What happen to me? Why am I writing such? I never really wrote something quite personal so far.
I take this as a test from Allah. It is one of the moment in life. Hopefully, I'll be okay soon.
-Never expect a diamond to shine forever-
-Trust yourself before others-