take a break!

my throat sores
my nose blocks
my head aches
my body feels so weak


it is a sign
a sign for a break
a break from a busy world
am I busy anyway?


I need a time off
my conscience tells me to rest
take some pills and sleep
and wake up when I feel better


but!


am I able to sleep?
when my body feels so weak?
when my head aches?
when my nose blocks?
and when my throat sores?


I know this is a test from Him
I know this is how the challenge comes
I know I could be 'better' by getting sick
I hope this break is worthwhile


Ya Allah,
please give me some patience
for I need it the most
Thank you Ya Allah..
Alhamdulillah...